The memories you and i had,fadding away..♥

My name is eMilyت.
Blow candles out on every 21 OCT ♥.
SCHOOL: TANGLIN SEC [TSS] CCA: DANCE ^^ I shall say everything i know about myself here.

favs colours: black,red,blue.
i like to draw but not good in it. i like to listen to music♫♪ ♫.
i would like to spend the night at the beach lying down and look at the stars with someone that im not afraid to tell her/him every of my secrets.
sometimes i like being in the room, lights off, ear plugs on and listen to the music. sometimes i might recall some of the memories.

I DISLIKE people to put all the blame on me when i did nothing wrong.
- people to keep scold people 'bitch,sluts,whoe'. scolding all this dont make you more 'high-class'
- people to used me,make fun of my friends.
- people who reply sms using '-.-,lol,orh'
- noise that could make me explode and shout.
- people who spoil the fun.
- people who say and act differently.

the family member that i dislike > eldest brother & maybe my dad. {they are like the same-.-}
im quite a weird person, i have split personality i guess. Also im a very emotional person as well.
im not a fan of any idols or would crazy over any idol, i think i like show luo cause of his humor.
i realize i like anime. maybe it was her that got me to realize.
and it was her who kinda walk me out in that frienship that i was never meaant to be in.
Towards friends, they are my weakness. i dont know if i put friends 1st or family. Always have a thinking that if one day leave the school without saying anything, what will happen,will the ones that i care contact me?. heh, weird huh?

Some of the things that people do i can easily get influenced. i always think too much. have no courage at all, no self-confidence.
i can get angry or irritating out of the sudden. And i can be jealous thinking e.g why is she so close with her and im not?. something like that but of cause i wouldn't tell anyone. not bg relationship just jealous about friendship.
why do i want to be helpful? friendly? nice? to those friends that didnt think properly before they act. and it hurt me in the end?!! its better to show that you care then hide that you care because if i know you care i would feel so upset think you treat me as nothing.

DaNce> i dont like dancing but i joined cause the friends i know agreed to join.And its the group to be as united as can be!
i love most of my juniors i think. when i joke they laugh most of the time.
i like to joke. i only joke with pacific group of people. Most of them where my cousin and juniors. friends? have, with those 3 ppeople im currently with during school hours. :D loads of laughters.
there are another 3 friends that i care about. i need not to say who is it but just guess it.

THAT IS ALL I CAN SAY. I HOPE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ME MORE THEN YOU USED TO. THERE MORE THEN 400 WORDS I THINK. HAHAH!! CAN DONT READ IT!! JUST WRITE FOR NOTHING!!